its been a long time---- Oui, I know... i need to blog all of a sudden, I am so back and there's a lot of thoughts swirling around in my head now,

this day is stressful, sooo stressful.... I called up lots of customers, but I just got a lousy number, I am so behind with the numbers, gone are the days when I used to do more than 100k a day, now, it's so hard, 
anyway, my girlfriends went to Dubai Mall to watch Breaking Dawn, I didnt come, as I want to do numbers, but still nothing happen, haha! (OMG is it me?) I just end up the day by drinking my so fave NAICHA of Chowking.

so many things are running into my mind... so much emotions in me, first, should I stick to my job?, I know to myself, I am no longer happy with my job, I am already 26, feels like I haven't accomplished anythin.... I know what I want to be, I already have this vision, but still, I haven't do anythin bout it... my knowledge is deteriorating, my french is deteriorating,  feels like everything is deteriorating.

 I miss this:

** reading newspapers, - I miss my fave columnist, Philstar columnist, OMG, I dont even have time reading newspapers, but I have time updating my fb (toink).
** watching CNN.... yeah, I used to watch CNN most of the time, I am so updated when it comes to news, now, I dont have any idea of whats happening on my surroundings... I just realized how I influenced some people on watching CNN, I remember that day when my sister told me, that one of his Egyptian colleague was a big fan now of CNN, he said he got that from my sister, and my sister got that from me....

I have promised myself that I should be in big apple before turning 26, but im still here in Dubai (whatda!) need to be serious now in life as im not gettin any younger!.... I dont know whats holdin me back now,(oh yeah, one person crossed my mind)!... 


missin the old me....